Egos and Existences

  I have spent the last 3 nights contemplating what it was that I was going to write here as my first post. And then I started thinking to myself, "why does it matter?" It isn't like I am trying to impress anyone, and I am not being graded, so I could write anything I want and noone could say a thing about it.

  My hope for this blog is that you not come seeking spiritual guidance, because I am not a pastor, or minister, or preacher, or whatever. I am just a man who has problems ( just like everyone else), and I find that the best medicine for those problems comes from writing. The ways that I seek God and His guidance are sometimes difficult for even I to understand, so I stopped trying to understand a long time ago. I am a doubter, naturally, as many other people are. This is not meant to be understood as me not relying on Christ, but simply an observation that I have a hard time giving everything over to Him. But I am trying.

  I hope that I don't bore you with my life here, but this blog is intended to be a journal, of sorts, for my own spiritual practices and problems, and for understanding why I live the way that I do. It is my dream that my own life may help others in understanding things about themselves, and I promise to accept all feedback, positive or negative.

  Until then, stop in for a few and chat with me.